You say God is on your side. Has he introduced his nature to you? Does he love your enemy as much as he loves you? What does he require of you, your allegiance only, or your whole heart, filled with his love and mercy? Is he your Savior and Lord, your most intimate friend and companion, your redeemer, or simply your master who commands you to exact revenge on all those who refuse to obey him? Do you love Him with all that you are – including your whole heart – or does fear drive you to obey him, hoping to avoid his vengeance?
God created the angel Lucifer who, out of arrogance and pride, fell from heaven for defiantly hating both his and your creator. He desired his creator’s throne and does, still, but lacks the power to possess it. He is the author of truth turned on its head and knows nothing but hatred, revenge, and death, borrowing justification and recompense to lure his followers into a self-righteousness false morality.
Who is God? Is he yours? He is, if an all-consuming love for your enemy is present within your heart.