If you are a Christian this is your “hell” while awaiting heaven. If you are not a Christian this is your “heaven” – after which, you’ll spend eternity in hell.
“No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him.” [I Corinthians 2:9 ESV]
“But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murderers, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.” [Revelation 21:8 ESV]
If Jesus lives within your heart, persevere just a while longer. All of Heaven awaits your arrival. With open arms, they stand ready to rejoice and welcome you home. If Jesus does not live within your heart, please ask him to come in and make you brand new, to give you eternal life. This life is our one chance to prepare for eternity. Is earthly life your heaven or is it your hell? The choice is yours alone to make.